Can I just say...

Can I just say how incredibly frustrated I am with E-Harmony? I thought I'd give it a shot, not hoping for too much, but you never know, right? It was just a "shot-in-the-dart" moment I had to try... but reeeeally?? Really?? Is this what I'm comparable with?!?! I'm not saying I'm a 10, but c'mon! Give a girl some slack! I'm not super picky at all, but... yeah. You have to at least be attracted to someone, to start any kind of relationship. They don't even have to be "hot" or "sexy" - I love a cute guy! So this is an example of what I've been getting back on EH:

I am SURE that Michael from Athens is the biggest sweetheart, but not the sweetheart for me unfortunately.

And may I just say that I am AWFUL at taking pictures of myself?!?! I try so hard to get good makeup and hair ones, but man, I can't get it! Apparently my arms don't reach far enough back to get good ones. This is the best one (yet) of one of my messy buns:

My hair looks auburn/red in this one. Well duh, that's because I dyed it back in May. I miss my brown hair though :( I've gotten so many compliments on the red color, but it's just not me.

Also, my Spanx, God love them, but man, when I take them off:

1) I look like I've been bitten by a shark (That big thick line indented down my stomach) and

2) Holy sweat! Ugh!

Oooooo! So I have a non-complaint! :) I got a light-bulb moment on Monday 6/18/12 I believe it was... and I want to go on some sort of mission trip through my church. I've always thought it'd be awesome, but have never pursued it. I got the light-bulb moment, just sitting here at work, and immediately pulled up my church's website and started looking. I describe my "light-bulb" moments as maybe a calling from God or a little tap on the shoulder from Him. I love getting those! :)

So any who, I have to first apply for a trip and then get accepted. I can't apply yet, until I've applied for a passport - so that is in the works (I got my passport picture taken yesterday - whee!). But the first available trip I could go on (if I am accepted) is to South Africa in January 2013. I'd feel pretty good with going anywhere; I'd feel like wherever God wants me to serve is where I'll be placed. So that is pretty flippin' awesome to even think about. I'm not scared at all and am pretty excited! I just feel that this is the thing I need to concentrate on right now and NOT who my next crush will be! There are such bigger things in life, than worrying about guys - I have to remind myself of that DAILY! I said in an earlier blog that I needed to "shake things up" in my life and I tell ya, I think this is it! :)